This is Now

 This is NOW.  This is me, always the way I am.... guilty, ashamed, sorry, desperate. So I am awake at a stupid hour wishing I could fix eve...

I’ve been asleep.  That’s a metaphor- but it’s 2am, so it’s also a lie. It’s funny, not "ha ha" funny but “gotdammit, how could th...

 She’s not the smartest dog in the pack. She is the fastest, and it turns out maybe the most tender.  She circled back around me and led me ...

Aren't you ashamed of yourself? Why, yes.  Yes I am. Not just for the "big" stuff.  For the everyday, I really suck as a h...

There are so many reasons to hurt.  So many different ways people hurt and ache and suffer.  So many different kinds of pain.  This isn...